S Discography

Discography:
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Sadstyle (2001)
Puking and Crying (2004)
I'm Not As Good At It As You (2010)
Cool Choices (2014)

Track Listings:
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Sadstyle
 Try
 See Though Me
 The Waltz
 R.R.
 Pathetic
 I Love You Too
 Lemonade Sweetheart
 Never Tragic
 Welcome Home
 Reach for the Sky
 Up & Down
 Another X-Mas Without You
 Sometimes I Feel Like Throwing Up
 Elevator
 Anti-Love Song
 Everyone Else
 Sadtyle

Puking and Crying
 5 Dollers
 Falling
 I'm fine. Bye bye
 Cavity
 You decide
 Part II
 Crushed
 I'm So Board I'm Going To Sleep
 Metal Beds
 The Last Song
 100%
 Bells
 The Coffin of Your Love

I'm Not As Good At It As You
 Wait
 Not A Problem
 Away Around This
 Save Me
 This Is Love
 Save You
 We Are Not Friends
 The Message
 This Way Always
 R.I.P. Calgon
 Through It All
 Outro(The Agony)

Cool Choices
 Losers
 Like Gangbusters!
 Vampires
 (Guitar Solo)
 White House
 Brunch
 Remember Love
 Tell Me
 Muffin
 Balderdash
 Pacific
 Let The Light In

Lyrics:
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[from http://www.songmeanings.net/ and http://lyrics.wikia.com/]
(Album titles preceded by ##, Song titles by --)

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Sadstyle

--
Try

watch the days go by here
it's getting to and won't come through
my friends left me for someone new
and i am still just confused
____
but some things just won't come out right

i started not to try
someone please remind me
i'll trust what we wish was true sometimes
in the end we'll all just feel dumb
and now i'm stuck in this
i'm so bored
nothing's ever worth it.

i'll watch it all go by.
and i'll wait for you to smile.
and i'll be gone before you wake up.

--
See Though Me

talk to myself more
figure out exactly what went wrong
and you'll be yourself
tell me how much there that i'm just myself
could be lying
and i would never know
please
i'm sorry i just can't pull that off
i'm not
really just fit just fine
i'm not as beautiful as you

maybe you can play guitar
maybe you could be my wife
maybe you could always show up on time
please
really doesn't seem like
you're not what i'm waiting for
oh god, this is just so retarded
'cause i'll probably change my mind.

someday i know things have to get better.
someday i know things have to get better.
someday i know things have to get better.

i'm just
met this girl
in some band and she was rocking out like _
'cause she's a rock star
please
i'm not lying
did you think _
she won't talk to me
'cause she's a rock star

--
The Waltz

it's really hard for me to hate you
it's so hard to beat you
you make me feel sad about making me feel bad about this
i can't believe myself this time

does it make you feel better about yourself
that i think about you sometimes?
(it's making me sick)
do you forget what they did for you?
(you're making me mad)
'cause i'll forgive what they did to me.
i realize it's over.
did you notice that you're passed out on the floor?

and they're all alone.
she's talking to me.
i'm starting to cry.
it's making you sick.
you're all going home.
you're leaving me now.
i'm stuck here again.
just figure it out.
it doesn't seem right.
i'll do it again.
you want me to go.
they've all gone home.
they're freaking me out.
this isn't a game.
i didn't forget.
you're breaking my heart.

try and forget
i've been waiting for so long
i've been waiting for so long.

--
R.R.

what ever happened to my honesty?
what ever happened to my loyalty?
i guess it flew out the window
along with my past when i got here.

and i wore that shirt that you gave me,
but i thought about someone else.
and i guess it all comes back in the end
'cause now i hear we're just friends.

whatever you thought you saw in me that day,
forget about it.
'cause it's probably not there anymore.
i'd give you everything i had
to make your expectations of me
just go away.

if you want to keep this whole affair some big dumb secret,
well then go ahead, 'cause it's fine with me.
if you don't want this anymore,
you think it's all so wrong.
well whatever, 'cause it's fine with me.

--
Pathetic

what will you do with me?
i don't believe this really makes me sad.
if this was fun, i wouldn't do this.
i'm trying to be fair.
are you missing something?
did you lose the game?
are you missing last year?
just get away.
did it mess you up?
this wasn't in the plan.
i wish you weren't trying to do this.
you might hate me for it later.
are you missing last year?
are you missing me?
so i've lost this game.
please go away.
please go away.

i hope you feel like you've lost this game.
i hope you feel like you're missing something.

i hope you cry when you get home. [x4]

are you missing me? [x5]

--
I Love You Too

and the more i hear the more i want to leave this town behind and
leave all of you crying all over someone that you just can't have
again love again drink again
find someone else that you know,
cause you know it will make you feel better cause you better feel
something why else would you be here?

just say, "i love you sweet-heart."
i'll be yours tonight
just say, "i love you sweet-heart."
i'll make you stronger.

it's not wrong at all.
it's not wrong at all.
it's not wrong at all.
it's not wrong at all.

i'm sorry if you all have some sexual confusion
it's too late for that can't you see what you've done?
i don't sleep with my friends i don't lie when i need it i'm doing my
best not to lead you on.
it's just too bad that i've been there myself and it's just too bad
that i'm so much like all of you.

just say, "i love you sweet-heart."
it's not wrong at all
just say, "i love you sweet-heart."
i want to make you stronger and
you won't be wrong at all this time.

it's not wrong at all.
it's not wrong at all.
it's not wrong at all.
it's not wrong at all.
it's not wrong at all.
it's not wrong at all.
it's not wrong at all.
it's not wrong at all.

can't even breathe in here i can't even look at you tell me how it
feels when they all start to laugh at you tell me how it feels when
they all start to laugh at you tell me how it feels when they all
start to laugh at you tell me how it feels when they all start to
laugh at you

when they all start to laugh at you

please say how much you love me

--
Lemonade Sweetheart

well still try
and remember what it was that made you sad
and you'll be glad to know
that i already know.
so don't feel bad 'cause i don't feel sad.
well, maybe i'm a little bit upset.
you never had to lead me on
'cause it just made me feel stupid.

i'm glad that you never said goodbye.

i'll try not to care anymore.
don't worry, it happens all the time.
who ever knew?
i wish you were here
__ remind me of the song
________
feel so dumb

i still have some of your things.
i still have some things of yours.

--
Never Tragic

--
Welcome Home

Welcome to where time stands still
No one leaves and no one will
_ never seems to change
_ mentally deranged
Dream the same thing every night
You'll see everyone in my sight
No locked doors, no windows barred
No things to make my brain _
You'll see my friend
_ you'll see
My dream is my reality
Keep me locked up in this cage,
You'll see that's why my brain [says/cells?] rage.

--
Reach for the Sky

I forgot just what it is to want
And i forget just what it is i always wanted
I forget the last time that i didn't cry over absolutely nothing at
 all
And this is getting so old
And i am getting so old
And this is getting so old
And you're just getting so old
I always thought if i was about to leave
I'd have something more to say
I don't want your revelations
I got stuck here on my own
Didn't someone say that things just have to get better?
'cause this is getting so old
And i am getting so old
_______
And you lost everything you had
And you lost everything you had
{reach for the sky}
_______
If it makes you feel better
{reach for the sky}
Do you remember what you want
And is it really any better?
Is it really any better?
Do you feel a whole lot better?
Is this really any better?

--
Up & Down

I walk up and down and up and down,
Back up and down everyday.
And i'm getting kind of tired.
Talk to myself along the way
People will start to think i'm crazy.
It keeps me sane, though.
I stare too much and too long
I get busted all the time.
Does anyone really care,
Or do they get that compliment too often?

I only hate what i don't like about myself.
I'm sorry if i see myself in you,
'cause there's nothing you can do.
I only trust as far as i can see
And i forget all the things i trusted just weren't true.

Maybe if i believe in it just enough,
I'll remember that it really happened someday.

I try so hard not to care what you think of me.
I try so hard just to make you like me. [x2]

You rock it out like no one can. [x3]
You rock it out like

--
Another X-Mas Without You

Maybe it's the rain.
Maybe it's my head.
Maybe it's not sad.
Maybe it's not like yesterday.

We can just be friends.
I guess it's my turn now.
Let me buy you a drink.
I'm glad we figured this all out.

I didn't expect to cry
I didn't expect you to say that
Didn't know what you thought
I didn't want to feel used.
But of course i'll be there watching you want them
Wanting to tell them
Telling you nothing.
But of course i'll be there
Telling you nothing
Telling you nothing
Telling you nothing.

Maybe it's the rain.
Maybe it's not sad.
It's all upside down.
It's all turned around.
I'm all inside out.
And i'm going down.
But of course i'll be there watching you want them
Wanting to tell them
Telling you nothing.
Nothing to say.
But of course i'll be there
Watching you want them
Wanting to tell them
Telling you nothing
Nothing to say
Nothing to say
Nothing to say.

--
Sometimes I Feel Like Throwing Up

I've been sitting here for an hour.
I guess you just forgot to say hello
Pretend that you never saw me here.
So someone broke your heart,
I'm breaking mine.
'cause you just don't have enough _
To know it's done.

I don't think you understand how this feels.
I haven't called you in a week.
Yeah, i know it's a been a long time.
No, nothing, nevermind.
I was just talking to myself.
'cause you really don't deserve
To know how i feel anyway.
You can just go home and play all of
Your stupid rock and roll
Try on all your brand new leather pants
'cause damn, they look so good on you now.

I still don't get why you asked me to call.
I guess you had too much to drink
And you needed someone else to want you.
This isn't fun anymore.
It's all just a little too much karma
Coming back to get me all at once.

So i won't look to see if you're still here
When i _
Although it doesn't matter that much to me.

You can do that sexy dance
To make sure everyone still wants you
When the night is over
And you still don't have someone to
And you can just go home all by yourself
And play that music really loud
So no one hears you when you start to cry all by yourself.

I've done it all to myself this time.
And i've done it to myself again
I've done it all to myself this time.
There's no one else to blame.
You're just in my way.
And if i see you, it can make me have a bad day.
Please just go away.
There's no one else to blame here
You're just in my way
Sometimes i feel like throwing up
Please just go home.
'cause i've done it to myself
There's no one else to blame here.
I've done it all to myself.

--
Elevator

--
Anti-Love Song

So that day when you all realize
It was never worth it
The pain in your eyes would be enough
To make me smile
To make me smile

So don't you say that I don't feel sorry for you anymore
You told me to rush in and that's always the worst mistake to make
So that's what you get for falling in love
And that's what you get for trusting her that much
'Cause don't you say that I don't feel sorry for you

It seems all my friends have been falling for someone these days
And that kind of thing just really isn't my scene
And I don't regret ever sending you that Christmas card
And I don't regret never telling you goodbye.

And I am such a liar
'Cause if I could have it my way
I'd tell you everything
And this whole thing is driving me insane
Never see you around
Just might have to leave this whole god damn town behind.

--
Everyone Else

We'd all like to think that we're the pretty one
And we'd all like to think that what we do is better than what
everyone else does
And we'd all like to think that we can get the girl
And we'd all like to think that we're the unselfish one

Why can it be good until someone else likes it?
And why can't it be good if everyone else has it?
And why do we all think everyone's in love with us?
And why do we say "it's better" when we know we're the best?

'cause we'd all like to think that we're the pretty one
And we'd all like to think that what we do is better than what
everyone else does
And we'd all like to think that we can get the girl
And we'd all like to think that we're the unselfish one

Why do we act so humble when we're all just hung up on ourselves?
Why do we act so humble when we're all just hung up on ourselves?
Why do we act so humble when we're all just hung up on ourselves?
What do i act so humble?
Guess i'll just keep that to myself..

--
Sadstyle

Maybe if i did something real, you would like me more
And all of this would just go away
So please don't get it a second thought
'cause i never did when i met you
And i guess it's all come back to me now
And you're all so sad and that's just too bad
'cause you've always had that chance to make it better in your head
And i don't want her to know? exactly how i felt
Of course that's like?
And you always do what they say
Of course you'll always do what they say
Give you all i want in this world
You're all i think of all the time
I don't know why it seems to make me mad
And you're all so sad and that's just too bad
'cause you always had that chance to make things better in your head
But of course you'll always do what they say
And of course you'll always do what they do

(_____
No one can stare at her 'cause she's a rock star
She won't talk to me 'cause she's a rock star
'cause she's a rock star
'cause she's a rock star)

##
Puking and Crying

--
5 Dollers

So for now it's guaranteed
That I will always like you more
I'm always in this shirt
And it's always just a little bit too small
I paid five dollars yesterday
Just to see you for a second
And someone's head was in my way again
Like it always is

I guess you'll always be that girl
Who just won't notice I exist here
'Cause this is such a small town
Do you not see me standing right here?

So if I pass out when you walk by
It's probably 'cause you looked at me
God, I've already said too much

--
Falling

Lost again
Disappear from everyone
Stuck between
Where I need to go
And where I'm going

They always said it was stupid
Don't you know that's the only way to hurt me?
And I guess I'll go away now
If all I can do is hurt you

It's all what you think it is
It's all the same in my head
Forget myself in this
Forget myself in this
Forget myself from everything

Please forgive me

They always said it was stupid
Don't you know that's the only way to hurt me?
And I guess I'll go away now
All I can do is hurt you

--
I'm fine. Bye bye

so you decide to get up today
not that it matters anyway.
and you know
you'll drive yourself insane someday.
there's a good chance it might be today.

i'm almost done here. [x4]

so you wake up feeling stupid.
what did you do?
who did you call?
friends remind you what you told them
and the bruises all make sense now.

and you wake up feeling stupid.
what did you do?
who did you call?
and the bruises all make sense now.
and the bruises all make sense now.

--
Cavity
[instrumental]

--
You decide

Seem so sad 'cause you're still the same
It's gotten old
It's gotten out of hand
I think about her sometimes
I think you think about her sometimes
We all think about them sometimes

We all think about them sometimes

'Cause you decide it
You decide it all

So when I leave, feel free to talk about me
It seems so desperate trying not to lie
It's a big excuse for those things you just won't ever have

'Cause you decide it
You decide it all
You decide it all
You decide it all
You decide it all

--
Part II

--
Crushed

I hate how this has changed
I hate how this has changed
Can't even remember how you used to make me feel
But I still cry after your show
I still cry after your show
Can't even write about this anymore
It's all overdone
It's all overdone

Someone please take this drink away
I'm going home

Maybe I'll follow through this time
Maybe I'll follow through this time

I'll tell everyone
It makes me sad to look at you
Did you tell everyone
I couldn't keep my eyes off you?
'Cause I'll tell everyone
It makes me sad to look at you
And I'll tell everyone
It makes me sad to look at you
Did you tell everyone
I couldn't keep my eyes off you
'Cause I'll tell everyone
It makes me sad to look at you
Did you tell everyone
I couldn't keep my eyes off you
If I'll tell everyone
It makes me sad to look at you
Did you tell everyone
I couldn't keep my eyes off you
'Cause I'll tell everyone
It makes me sad to look at you
Did you tell everyone
I couldn't keep my eyes off you

--
I'm So Board I'm Going To Sleep

time is my worst fear.
eternity in here
if you can't deal with where you're at now, why did you stay here so
long?
{time is my worst fear
eternity in here}
eternity in here
if you can't
eternity in here
what is your worst fear?
eternity in here
if you can't deal with where you're at now, why did you stay here so
long?
boredom's my worst fear.
boredom's my worst fear.
if you can't deal with where you're at now, why did you stay here so
long?
boredom's my worst fear.
if you can't deal with where you're at now, how did you stay here so
long?
what is your worst fear?
eternity in here
what is your worst fear?
eternity in here
eternity in here
eternity in here
eternity in here

--
Metal Beds
[instrumental]

--
The Last Song

What a mess you've made of
Your pretty head
I can't believe they've left me here
All alone with you again
And I blurred the line
Between excuses and lies
Didn't realize you could
Still make me want to cry
(Didn't realize you could
Still make me want to cry)

And it's always dead
My endless time
Memories I can't get back
And conversation I'm trying to forget
This will be the last talk
This will be the last song
This will be the last time
And this will be the last apology

I hate myself for making you hate me
I hope to god you remember everything
Pick up the pieces of things I broke for you
It's just not right and I just can't love you
I can't believe that you made it sound so true
Awful things that you think I did to you
Some memories that you made up in your head
It's just not right and I can't go on like this
And I ashamed of who I tried to be
Make for sure that they'll take away these ?
I'm sick and tired of all these boring burnt up feelings
I wish you'd let me be

--
100X

promise myself i would write this all down
but it's all lost in letters just left in her room
promise myself i'd remember it all
but it's all in regret of love lost in her room

and this reminds me of two years ago
when i first said this
when i forgot what it was like to have my life in someone's
and i'm afraid to let you know that i've become obsessed
with myself _ suffer from some _
just can't seem to change.
and you make this hurt just 100 times more
before i could let you go
before i could leave it alone.
100 times more

promise myself i would write this all down
but it's all lost in letters just left in her room
promise myself i'd remember it all
but it's all in regret of love lost in her room

and you make this hurt just 100 times more
before i could let you go
before i could leave it alone
100 times more

and you make this hurt just 100 times more
before i could let you go
before i could leave it alone.
and you make this hurt just 100 times more
before i could let you go
before i could leave it alone.

--
Bells

This is the end
This is the end
This is the end

Say it's worth it
Say it's over
Reassure me
Let me die here

Say it's worth it
Say it's over
Reassure me
Let me die here

Say it's worth it
Say it's over
Reassure me
Let me die here

Say it's worth it
Say it's over
Reassure me
Let me die here

This is the end

Say it's worth it
Say it's over
Reassure me
Let me die here

--
The Coffin of Your True Love

i could know that you're lying sometimes.
i guess so you can get through this time.
you could be more aware than all them.
{i don't care}
i could be more aware
{someone told}
than you think.
{the one i love}
don't forget the one you love.
don't forget the one you love.
you're such a joke.
of everyone
just take a look
just give up, i don't care.
i should've told the one i love.

am i just someone new in this game?
guess we won't know till the end.
_ just confuse why i'm here,
'cause you don't feel the same.
{should've told the one i love}
the one i love
the one i love

turn it on, turn it on
don't forget the one you love
get it off, get it off
don't forget the one you love
did you always do what they say?
{don't forget the one you love}
get it off, get it off
did you always do what they say?
{don't forget the one you love}
turn it on, turn it on
don't forget the one you love.

##
I'm Not As Good At It As You

--
Wait

And I will wait
And I will wait for you to call or come home
I will wait, thinking only good things
I will wait

And I will wait
And I will wait for you to call or come home
I will wait, thinking only good things
I will wait
(I will wait)

And I will wait
And I will wait for you
And I will wait for you to call or come home
I will wait, thinking only good things
I will wait
I will wait
And I will wait

This is the last time
I will wait
This is the last time

And everything will be all right today
And everything will be all right today
And everything will be all right today
And everything will be all right today
And everything will be all right today
And everything will be all right today
And everything will be all right today
And everything will be all right today
And everything will be all right today (I will wait)
And everything will be all right today (I will wait)
And everything will be all right today (For you to call or come home)
And everything will be all right today (I will wait)
And everything will be all right today (Thinking only the good things)
And everything will be all right today (I will wait)
And everything will be all right today (For you to call or come home)
And everything will be all right today (I will wait)
And everything will be all right today (Thinking only the good things)

--
Not A Problem

Another first dead smile
Another stupid story
Breakfast in the bathroom
I can't do this one more day

What's in my back pocket?
What happened to my face?
Some years I can't remember
They don't seem so far away

Putting on my headphones
Walking down the stairs
I thought I might be dying
But it's just too hard to change

Don't think about the next day
Now is all that I can bear
I can't see how you do it
It's not a problem; it's not fair

There's so much wrong to tell you
All the bad things that I've done today
And then again tomorrow
But I swallowed it away

And I just kept on drinking
I wasn't even talking
I surely wasn't making
Any sense at all

--
Away Around This

I go to the show
I guess I'll see you there
I hope that you're down
I'm waiting for it
And we'll sing a song
Remembering when
It feels the same now
I'll never grow up

The x on your eyes
I'm smiling and nod now
I miss how it was
But I won't forget
I'm happy for you
Like I was when you told me
We'll just leave them there and
Never look back

And this could be
The way you wanted
But I don't think there's a way around this
Whoever thought we'd both end up here
Remembering everyone who's loved us
We got it all, now you're back to see more
I'm really glad that I'm with you this time

And there was a time
I thought I would make it
I thought I would leave you
I thought you'd forget

And I can be the one you wanted
All of the time
Everything you dream of
I wish I knew where I fucked up with you
And you could know I would be here waiting
I think you know I'd do anything for you
No matter what, at this point, it's worth it
You never know who you'll end up with here
I'm really glad that it's your heart this time

Ahh-ahh-ah-ahhh

--
Save Me

And this song
Couldn't be about now
I see it
In the way you talk about yourself
I gave up
And I drink until my insides all fall out
I've killed time
And I wouldn't want to know
You think you know me
As done back in mid 2003
And I laugh now
I've been laughing this whole goddamn time

Someone save me
Someone save me
Please please save me
Someone save me
Someone save me
Dear God someone save me
Someone please save me
Someone save me
Oh please save me
Please someone save me
Someone please save me
Someone save me
Someone save me

I've sat in circles
I cannot....
I've seen in mirrors
And I've seen everything so close
Something different
But the words I couldn't bare
The look in your face
Thinking as I said this was the end

Someone save me
Someone save me
Please please save me
Someone save me
Someone save me
Dear God someone save me
Someone please save me
Someone save me
Oh please save me
Please someone save me
Someone please save me
Someone save me
Someone save me

--
This Is Love

And your legs are running
Running all over this town
And I will try to catch you
I will try to, try to slow you down
And it's impossible to think
What you'll say or how I'll act
When I come right out and tell you
This is love and that's a fact

This is love and that's a fact
This is love and that's a fact
This is love

It's unfortunate
That all your friends are junkies
I will not mock or judge them
'Cause once or twice I've been there too
I've learned to lose a lot from love
I've learned to try and try again
I've learned to be the one that helps
I've learned to not give up on friends

I've learned to not give up on friends
I've learned to not give up on friends
I've learned to not give up

I wanted you for so long
Thoughts of you, they fill my heart
We should take off all our clothes
I'm sure you're the one for me
I'll catch up to you one day
Or maybe you'll just slow down
And I will ask if I'm the one
If you could really ever be with me

If you could really ever be with me
If you could really ever be with me
If you could really even be with me
If you could really ever be with me
If you could really really be with me
If you could really ever be with me
If you could really only be with me
If you could really really be with me

--
Save You

I really should have seen it coming
Don't know why I feel betrayed
Kind of knew that when you left me
I would be the one you blamed
How you never thought about it
And just what you put me through
If you think I think you're lying
Well, it's all because of you

And you were there and I was dreaming
I found all of your cocaine
And I thought you would be sorry
And I thought I'd feel the same
I would wake up again crying
Thinking 'what a stupid game'
So you think you might stop drinking
Holding onto all these things

And you are not here
And I need you
And you are not here
And I need you
And you are not here....

And we'll go back
And we'll go back
And we'll see what might have been
And we'll see what might have been
And we'll go back
And we'll go back
And we'll see what might have been
And we'll see what might have been

And I will be the one who will come to save you
And I will be the one who will always save you
And I will be the one who will come to save you
And I will be the one who will always save you

--
We Are Not Friends

So I will write out all the words
To all the songs and all the stories
(It's so gray, it's so gray...)

And everything that could go wrong
While we drove around the country
(It's so gray, it's so gray...)

I'm blaming all the things I could
On everyone around me
(It's so gray, it's so gray...)

And in my head I know it's over
But it will take me four more days
(It's so gray, it's so gray...)

And I'll consider fifteen hours
And I'll consider not going crazy
(It's so gray, it's so gray...)

I gave it everything I had
And lifted all of North Carolina
(It's so gray, it's so gray...)

And we are not friends
And I have gave you a million signs
And I have begged you
Please don't hold this against me
I am not well
I can't do this
I am sorry
I am leaving
There is nothing you can say

And after all that could have been
We're still fighting for our stories

And I wish all my friends could all laugh with each other
And all my friends could all cheer with each other
And all my friends could all forgive each other
And all my friends could all forgive each other

--
The Message

And this is how
It all ended
With a message
Unintended
There is nothing
I could say now
You won't listen
You shut me out
It's not always
All about you
I will not stand
To go through this
'Cause you're angry
And I'm beaten
Oh, your silence
Drives me crazy
And the TV
Doesn't help me
And I'm needy
So I make things
All about me
This is awkward
And I'm nervous
I took your hand
And went with it
Do it over
And I miss you
And I miss you
And I miss you
And I miss you

--
This Way Always

Need to find just one thing
To believe, to make it through
Just today, just for now
That has nothing to do with you
I guess I miss you
Just as much as I don't like you
Like I hold a little time
I just can't grab on to
Or even find
I'll just say, I'll just tell you
I feel awful when I'm around you
I'll be screaming when I walk away thinking of your face
I wish I loved like I did
Like you use to
It's overwhelming
I feel backwards when you leave

'Cause I don't fit in here
And you never know
'Cause I don't fit in here
And you never know

I might feel better if I hit somebody
Instead of just admitting that I need somebody
Guess I always thought I'd have you to hold onto
And now you're gone
I need for you to look at me
And feel alone, and feel bad
And all the times you thought you cared
(This is the only way I'm ever really getting through you)
???

'Cause I don't fit in here
And you never know
'Cause I don't fit in here
And you never know

And it feels this way always
Every time you come around here
And it feels this way always
Every time I open my mouth
And it feels this way always
Every time you come around here
And it feels this way always
Every time I open my mouth
And it feels this way always
Every time you come around here
And it feels this way always
Every time I open my mouth

--
R.I.P. Calgon

It's been a long time
It's been a long time
It's been a long time

It's been a long time
It's been a long time
It's been a long time

It's been a long time
It's been a long time
It's been a long time

It's been a long time
It's been a long time
It's been a long time

How I feel now is not going to change
I've thought around you and things you do
Please understand this and prove me wrong

It's been a long time
It's been a long time
It's been a long time

It's been a long time
It's been a long time
It's been a long time

It's been a long time
It's been a long time
It's been a long time

--
Through It All

I've seen a lot
Through things that happened
With my head down
With my eyes closed
I've seen through you
And all your circles
Precious moments
That won't come true
Take a step
If you choose one way
It just gets harder
There are rules
I haven't stopped
I just keep trying
There is no end
I will make it
Through it all
Through it all
Through it all
Through it all

Through it all
Through it all
Through it all
Through it all

And I've backed down
And I've stood up
Either way
I'm in the same place
Miss your friends
You miss the world
Trying to grow up
Oh so patient
And I'm aware
That it's not fair
It's frustrating
It's not working
No matter what
It takes some time
I am hiding
I am angry
Through it all
Through it all
Through it all
Through it all

Through it all
Through it all
Through it all
Through it all
(Through it all...)

Take a step
If you choose one way
It just gets harder
There are rules
I haven't stopped
I just keep trying
There is no end
I will make it
Just don't stop (Through it all)
You must keep trying (Through it all)
There is no end (Through it all)
You will make it (Through it all)
Don't give up (Through it all)
You must keep trying (Through it all)
There is no end (Through it all)
You will make it (Through it all)
Just don't stop (Through it all)
You must keep trying (Through it all)
There is no end (Through it all)
Through your choices (Through it all)
Don't give up (Through it all)
And just keep trying (Through it all)
There is no end (Through it all)
You will make it (Through it all)
Don't give up

--
Outro(The Agony)

And I was doing just fine
Before
You got caught up in my head
It's my fault
I let my
Hurt fall
Out of my mouth
It's your right
To leave
When you think you've
Had enough
Is it true?
This is bad
I am not well
I will do wrong
And let go easily of you
And I let go easily of you
And I let go easily of you
And I let go easily of you
And I let go
(And I let go, oh, I let go...)

##
Cool Choices

--
Losers

--
Like Gangbusters!

--
Vampires

--
Guitar Solo, instrumental

--
White House

--
Brunch

--
Remember Love

--
Tell Me

--
Muffin

--
Balderdash

--
Pacific

--
Let The Light In

Douglas Brick / dbrick@kom.net
Fri Nov 17 22:39:57 PST 2017